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Love Seeing Mia with her Baby Dolls
Happy Lunar New Year
~Presenting Avah Noelle SeeEun~
~Trip to DC~
The little sisters having a great time!!
Bye Camye-girl!! See you in 2 weeks!!! We love you!:):)
~Happy Birthday Sweet Camye Renee~
She wanted a DQ oreo ice cream cake for her birthday …and below is cutey Paul getting his Leap Pad camera ready to take a photo Camye. I could eat him right up!:)
So cute! Camye loved her bottle cap art set.
My mom came up for Camye’s birthday party. Camye decided to have a family party with presents instead of a large friend party. Camye wanted/needed clothes and all sorts of things because she is currently in Eastern Caribbean with her Grandma, Grandpa and her cousin Alycia. And a girl cant go on a cruise without new things….
She got all sorts of dressy clothes, bathing suits, flip flops, sunglasses, cash….all sorts of cruise things..which are great presents when it is the middle of January!!
Happy Birthday Camye Renee! God blessed me beyond words when you were born. Blessed to be your mommy!!
Night Night with Omma
~Avah Hanbok Bow~
We were officially MATCHED today!! Well probably before today, but today was the RED BOX matched day!!!
SO I wanted to present from Baby Bug Wear on Facebook, the Avah Hanbok Bow!! That’s right I had a bow created in Avah’s name. I have a very limited amount. I am figuring out right now if I even have any left. But as of right now I have 10, they were very difficult to make and meticulous.

I am hoping to get 10 more, but I am not sure. This is a fundraiser for our daughter’s fabulous orphanage in South Korea, AMSA. I am selling each ribbon sculpture for $15.00 a piece.
Avah is coming from an awesome orphanage with lots of little girls, if you are interested in purchasing a bow or just making a donation to this orphanage please donate with my paypal button. That I am trying to create.
If you do not want a bow but would like to donate, we could donate an Avah bow to a precious little girl at AMSA in your name.
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~Six months Today~
I always remember asking my mom who she loved more me or my brothers. She always answered that she loved us all the same but differently. I never knew what this meant until I had kids. Even though our little Avah isnt home, I cant tell you how my arms ache to hold this precious little girl. I am thankful for all of my children. I am enjoying Mia being home, Chloe being 15 ½, Blake being 12, Camye being 11 and Paul being a precious little 6 ½. However my heart still aches for Avah to be home.with us. I wont even plan a trip to Disney in September because I am afraid Avah will not be home by then. We can always go to Disney next year.
Anyways as you can probably imagine..every thing..every song…every comment..every little girls outfit….every TV show…every Korean thing…I mean every every thing!!!
So I am helping the kids at our church make this video to the song ~Total Eclipse of the Heart~! So you can only imagine..this is a pretty intense song. Mia has it memorized, the teens are singing it all the time. And all I can think of is Avah….so here are my thoughts.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you’re never coming round.
Yes it feels like she may never come home…
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears.
So tired of my tears…I not only cry for my Avah but for my friends who are stuck in this waiting mess.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by.
But then I realize they havent all gone by, and the best of all the years are to be when we are together as a family.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes.
I will be honest sometimes I think other countries seem easier, another agency wont be as picky, another agency would let me move quicker…another country would be …well easier to work with…but when I look into those eyes. Be still my heart. You deserve a mother who would wait an eternity for you and that I will. If they called tomorrow and said you couldn’t come home until you were 17 years old. I would say okay. I wouldn’t like it. But you are mine and I would wait forever for you.
Turn around, bright eyes Every now and then I fall apart Turn around, bright eyes.
Every now and then I fall apart.
More often than not lately….
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild.
Oh yes…wild like a Travel Call before April. That’s a little on the wild side.
Turn around, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I’m lying like a child in your arms.
Yes…I am a child laying in the arms of Jesus waiting…waiting…but as much as I want to whine and cry about how long I have been waiting like 6 months. One could seriously ask…where have you been? Because she was born over 4 years ago..and its not like I have been waiting around that long. My answer to anyone if my travel call may come before others is this…she has been waiting for 4 years. This isn’t about me…this is about a little girl, without parents, and significant special needs.
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I’ve got to get out and cry.
Yes I sat and cried my eyes out and even ate McDonalds fries the other night in my van. There I said it, I have no shame.
And I need you now tonight And I need you more than ever And if you only hold me tight We’ll be holding on forever.
I can not wait for our forever family day.
I will not let go and will hold on tight forever.And we’ll only be making it right ‘Cause we’ll never be wrong.
Adopting a child could never be wrong, it may not be easy or inexpensive but never wrong.
Together we can take it to the end of the line. Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time I don’t know what to do and I’m always in the dark. We’re living in a powder keg and giving off sparksI really need you tonight Forever’s gonna to start tonight Forever’s gonna to start tonight.
I feel this urgency all of the time to rush to her. To get to her. I am desperately wanting her to know she has a family. I want Avah to have hope.
Once upon a time I was falling in love Now I’m only falling apart, There’s nothing I can do. A total eclipse of the heart. Once upon a time there was light in my life But now there’s only love in the dark Nothing I can say A total eclipse of the heart.
I have to say…the blissful months right after you accept your child’s referral….you know…she is going come home. You know when the country you are adopting from is running smoothly and then wait..oh…wait a minute…changes..changes..changes..and you want to scream. And you feel this shadow stealing your joy….and you know it can only be one thing. Satan….he doesn’t want me to bring Avah home. He knows he has a hold on her in this orphanage and the orphanage she would be moved too. However he will lose his grip…because she will have hope and a family, that will teach her how much Jesus loves her.
Turnaround, every now and then I know there’s no one in the universe as magical and wondrous as you Turnaround, every now and then I know there’s nothing any better, there’s nothing that I just wouldn’t do
And WE will prevail, I will wait however long it takes…I will travel and fight for you until the day you come home. I will love you forever. I will love you for always.
~Trip to DC IPhone version~
Okay I will do a better blog later but here is my iPhone version of DC. We met my sister in law and her 4 kiddos here so Camye and Alycia, my niece could fly to Texas together so they could go on a cruise with Grandma and Grandpa.

First stop American girl store.. Totally awesome!:)

The boys were not thrilled…at all.

Paul and Austin were wrestling everywhere we went!

Mia loved his stroller!! I so see bitty twins in our future!

Mia carrying the bag… She had too!!!

Eating outside!!! 6 cupcakes for $15!!
Washington monument
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