There’s a word.

Adorable. This girl loves her Gimbap.

And even though isn’t feeling well. She wouldn’t pass on Gimbap and Mandu!!
HE is so awesome!! I will praise him in this storm.

I have been pretty down. Mia is sick again with another fever. 15th fever since last August that I actually documented. She is feeling very sickly and I want tests run now.
But I have so much to be thankful for, first and foremost my 2 little girls are home!!! It’s purely Gods plan.. Born on another side of the world but so blatantly obvious that they are ours!
If you would please pray for my dear friend and Avahs dear friend, Cora SeungJoo … She has been diagnosed with skin cancer. The only thing wrong with her… She is beautiful, smart, charming and a total sweetheart. Check out her blog at corascominghome.wordpress.com. Its amazing how blatantly obvious Cora belongs in her family.. Seeing as her mother is a skin care specialist at about.com. God is so much bigger than anything we can imagine!!
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I once told someone that you shouldn’t be allowed to have twins if you don’t dress them alike. Not one of my brighter comments… Especially since that mom had twins and does not dress them alike. To each there own.;)

But I do not have twins.. But I do have 2 girls 11 months apart and I do plan on matching them as much as possible!! They love it! I love it!!
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So we are trying to get Mia to sleep with Avah. Avah and Mia still come and get in bed with us which is fine… But it would be even finer if these two little girls could sleep at night in their own beds. They both have their own toddler beds so after we got them to sleep at 7pm… Yes that’s early but they won’t nap. We pushed their beds together. Mia has to touch someone’s arm if she is awaken in the middle of the night.
Yes I know what you are thinking.. Why is she waking up? Well we have a sleep study appointment today so I will let you know. I am guessing tonsils and adnoids need to come out. That girl is like a water buffalo at night, snoring. Avah is always shushing her.
Anyway.. Pushed the sleeping little girls beds together… At midnight we heard Mia crying… We found this…

Now I know this is the worse quality possible but you see what has happened.
Mia is crying.
Avah’s head is touching the floor.(toddler beds)
Mia has snuggled Avah right off the bed.
The top of the bed is where the panda is.
Praying for answers on Mia’s sleep issue today!:)
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Black Raspberries are ready to be picked!

Daddy-Appa, Blake, Camye, Paul, and Avah went to the store and bought a pool.

A small pool… But a pool nonetheless.

Blake and Camye posing for some fun.

Little Avah SeeEun is a very determined little worker. She worked and worked on this one screw for 20 minutes.

And this is my verse. I feel God is saying this to me. Most of you know how hard this is for me. Especially the be still part… But I am trying. I am sitting back and trying to just let go and let God.
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What a wonderful Fathers Day weekend we have had… Soo relaxing. No commitments.. Which is exactly what Kenny prefers.:) yesterday we did nothing, today we went to church, out to eat with friends, a nap and a weenie roast.
He is such an awesome daddy!!:) I am so blessed that he is my guy!!:)

Paul striking a pose for me!:)

Avah Smiling sweetly. This was Avahs first weenie roast and s’more. She loved them!
Mia being cute. Avah pouting because she wanted the other pink chair.:-/

Blake being creative with roaring his hotdog! I bet no one ever pinned this use for a pallet!

Chloe sitting around being pretty! See our porch is almost finished!!!
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Today was the first day in a long …long time, we didn’t have a single commitment. Can I say how great that feels??
Today at lunch both little girls had to sit on daddy’s lap to eat. He didn’t mind one bit.

I can’t even describe how good I feel. This is the first time in well over a year… I have been able to relax. I told Kenny all day.. This feels so good. I have no other way to explain it but it just feels right. Like I am doing exactly what I am supposed to be doing.
It feels amazing… Life isn’t perfect. But it sure is good.
Avah is doing great. We are still working out nap issues. She is snuggly, cuddly, happy, likes to hold hands, rub my face, wash my hair, help with my laundry, watch Tayo and say her prayers. We are still working on not whining, attaching (obviously)(although her psychologist said she was doing extremely well), speaking English( today is the first day I have really noticed her speaking a lot of English), doing some of the activities I have seen her do on videos( this is the oddest part for me, I am sure she is still calming down and realizing what a home is.. Who her family is… But I have hours of video of her playing blocks and coloring… She will not do either of those now) this leads me to believe we have seen the true Avah SeeEun come out of her shell yet. We have seen performances, laughter, singing.. But I want to see her feel at home. Just let go and be at home. Praying for my sweet girl who has been through so much!:):)
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